iThink:
The Bats, "Courage"
WX at 1 PM (17) May 25 69 (21) 30 (-1) 30.12 (1020) ENE 22 light rain showers RH 22
Odometer 14A: 121.7mi
Z3 high-Z4. Average/max heart rate = 154/165
I got off a rather pointed phone call with the OPFOR commander tonight. It was probably coming, but I needed to get in a run to work off the angst that was left over after the phone call. So I ran, not hard, because my legs are too dead to do it, but hard enough to think through my frustrations.
Today marks twenty years since I entered active duty as an Army officer. My life right now is not what I expected 20 years ago. It's not, for that matter, 14 years ago either.
Five years ago I thought I might be able to get through graduate school and a job. I didn't think I could do graduate school, job, and divorce. I remind myself, occasionally, that graduate school is over, but when I finished, I didn't have the fortitude to face the choice that is starting to loom.
Perhaps that's why tonight's iThink was what it was.
Splits
SGMT AGGRG SEGMT PERMI AVGPC DIST
1.00 09:15 09:15 09:15 09:15 1.00
1.00 18:37 09:22 09:22 09:19 2.00
1.00 28:12 09:35 09:35 09:24 3.00
1.00 37:40 09:28 09:28 09:25 4.00
1.00 46:59 09:19 09:19 09:24 5.00
1.00 56:04 09:05 09:05 09:21 6.00
0.23 58:06 02:02 08:50 09:20 6.23
1.00 09:15 09:15 09:15 09:15 1.00
1.00 18:37 09:22 09:22 09:19 2.00
1.00 28:12 09:35 09:35 09:24 3.00
1.00 37:40 09:28 09:28 09:25 4.00
1.00 46:59 09:19 09:19 09:24 5.00
1.00 56:04 09:05 09:05 09:21 6.00
0.23 58:06 02:02 08:50 09:20 6.23
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